I need to stop this.

you don't know what you'll lose until you actually lost it.

A year plus. What's really keeping us together? The fact that we know we love each other and that's already okay. Who said you have to contact each other constantly without fail to actually be in a relationship? Bullshit! I'm already used to the situation, so yeah to whoever who's dating someone in college, good luck in life I know it's tough but don't ever look down even if you're at this one point where you can't stand watching yourself falling and you've reached a stage where you felt like giving up, well don't give up just yet kept on trying.

Don't repeat my bloody-ass-mistake. Thanks!