My dream.

I still feel like I’m tangled up with you. I had a dream about you and it told me a lot. I walked out. I finally just left you in the cold. I had no reason to be talking to you and I realized you weren’t worth my time anymore. I’m glad I dreamed that, but if I feel this confident about these things why do I still go through times when I feel like I can’t breathe because of you? Like you’re still there, somewhere, keeping me from what I need. I hate it. I don’t understand it. I want away from this confused feeling of nothing. I want to be able to just walk away from it like I was able to walk away from you in my dream.