It's hard.

It sucks to be me, he's still in my head no matter how bad I try pushing him away. Seeing him with her, hurts more than being stabbed in the heart. But what can I do? I kept on trying harder and harder to move on, tried to be happy with another guy, but what the hell, it's always him on my mind. I can't do it, I admit I can't. I'm weak and I'm sorry.