I wish.

You didn’t leave me. I wish I could have you for just a little while longer. There are so many things we didn’t get to talk about and go out and do. You never got to see me sing, which is what you wanted so badly and I’m sorry. There are just these days where I miss you so much its overwhelming because I try to be so strong every other day of the year. I don’t know how to do this without you, but I’m trying so hard. I look so hideous here, oh God I look hideous, but you look so happy. You were always so happy. I love you and miss you. Sorry for the depressing post, Blogspot. It just kind of needed to be said.

R.I.P. Adam Zainal. *hugs