Help me.

I feel like giving up, break down and cry.

I miss everything, every thing in the early 2007. Everyone in my past is slowly changing, isn't this what I want? Starting a new life. I never knew starting a new life means losing everyone in my past. I miss Betinas alot, so fucking much. I used to be with 'em all everyday, 24/7. If only we could go back time, I miss seeing 'em all faces everyday. The laughs, the fights, the tears and etc -- I miss our sleepovers. I miss having us (Fiqa and Shela) skipping school together, I miss going anywhere and everywhere with them and just talk.


And finally, I did get what I want. Didn't I want this?