Nokia e75 in Red.

I LOST MY BLOODY CELLPHONE!!!! :(
I hate myself for losing you, my last cellphone. I'm sorry.

Go die.

There's a lesson I want you to learn, smooth darling. :)

Bring me the worst.

I AM READY

to be the girl I used to be.

the one who never cried,

never got mad over dumb thing,

and oh yes this one for sure,

never worry about what people thinks.

Crushing.

I think i'm falling for him, oh no :O

Kill me, please?

:'(((((((((

Lost.

I feel so weak, very, haih it's like i'm living alone in this world.

Prayer.

You know what? I pray you're okay, you're all fine. i pray all the parts of you that i remember are still there, well honestly it's still there. i pray that you're happy. even if it's not with me. just know that, i'm here always, for you. like i promised. all in all, i miss you xo.

Tears.

OH MY GOD, my eyes are so puffy weih, uh from crying o.O

shitfuck, im soo gonna cool it down with some shut eyes and a towel now,
i hope it works :O

okay lah later alright?

much love,
xoxo

Cut it off.

i feel awful right now. and i feel like crying. (lol, i did) i don't know why. probably all the things that happened in this week. alot happened you know but i don't feel like letting it out here. all i know, i feel really miserable, very much. somehow.

:(

Stay with me.

Why why why why is it so hard?
Why is it so hard to care about someone?
Why is it so hard to understand someone?
Why is it so hard to be in love with someone?

God, where's the world when you need it,
where's the easiest part la?

Wait, nothing's easy if you dont work HARD.

SHITFUCK, messed up bitch.

Rainbows.

You know you're in love, well mhmm, when you don't know where to start. oh, when you write a poem. because words are never enough.

never will, never.

These days.

Lelaki semua tak boleh harap,

Kebanyakkan daripadanya egoistik dan mementingkan kecantikkan luaran.

Lelaki semua tak boleh harap,

Kebanyakkan daripadanya menjengkelkan dan suka memberi harapan.

Enough said.

Things changed.

Everything's so different now.

:'(

White flag.

I'm happy that you're happy now, really i am. but, haih, i feel like i've been left behind. umm yeah maybe our time has come and gone. or, maybe your time is now meant to be spent with your choices/paths. well, if that's the case i won't bother you, not anymore. anyways, i'm not moaning on about how much i hate she or her alright, i'm just trying to tell you that i miss you.

xoxo

Live your life.

You know nothing about me alright.

so just shut the fucked up, bitch (!)

New start.

Hey bitches and bastards, am back on track. :-)

xx