Smell me.

I’ll always be wondering “how would our fart(s) looks like?”
I mean, if they’re solid kan not gases? Hahahahaha damn! -.-

Now I know.

When we were too young to remember those days.
When we groan and moan in pain for nothing to just skip a day.
When we ask for more when we already had plenty.
When we curse in silence and hate was mounting.
When we scream at them for not letting us go.
When we keep it to ourselves and make it stronger.
When we fight for defense and hurt the others.
When we lie that we said it is the truth.
When we didn't want to talk because of their attitudes.
When we love someone else stronger than loving them.
When we think they were wrong and we made it right
When finally we pack and decided to leave.

I'm exhausted.

Yusri is here already, I mean he's back! Weee, I fucking miss you mate. I really do. Ah now I know, you gave me such a big impact eh? Awww. ;) Shisha's Place, here I come tonight. Miss me? LOL.

Well yeah, I am going to Maison tonight. Hehe I'm being forced by my sister to attend Superfunk tonight. Damn. But the good news is, free flow from 10pm-11pm. Excited much? :D I'm so going!!!!! *winks* Haha bloody ass. I don't know what to wear, sheesh, since I am always with my theme. Get what I mean?

My Iidreen, see you tonight! I know you miss me like truck lots. Haha perasan much. You know I love you, xoxo. (That's so gossip girls, hahaha fuck me!)

You mean the world to me.

I love how you look down on me.
I love how you think you got me figure it out.
I love how you won't even give me the time of the day.
I love how you underestimate anything and everything that I represent.
I love how you speak to me as if I'm a 5 year old kid.

but most of all...

I love how I surprise you in more ways than one.
You won't even know what hit you.
I love how I exceed your expectations.
I love how I'm stronger, smarter and better than you,
And that's a fact.
I love how I prove you wrong every chance that I get.
and I do it with style.
I love how I'm the total opposite of you.
Thank God for that.

Fast forward.

who would have thought our goodbye could possibly be "our last goodbye". There are still so many things I want to say but couldn't find the word. Kill me?

I like girls.

It's okay for girls to have crushes on other girls. It's cute. :-) Mhmm, sexy even. Well, I have mine. A top 5 list. Hihi not on paper, that's just scary.

Walk away.

Deep in me, I rather see myself getting hurt rather than hurting him,

I'm really sorry it doesn't work out between us.